I do not know what happened to me but I woke up this morning feeling a little, or a lot, down! I don't know if there were wounds opened at lasts night show but I just couldn't shake the feeling of uncertainty in my gut. Some of the songs last night were so emotionally raw and reminded me of a lot of things in my life that I am particularly feeling at the moment and as much as I enjoyed last night, I feel like it made the crash that much worse.
I had to go look at a place this morning for mum but as soon as that was over I came home and attempted to start some uni work. Now, I was already pretty teary and emotional, but attempting to start my uni work was the end of it and mum called me and I burst into tears - the kind that you can't get to stop and you don't even know why your'e crying!
Now, this lasted a while and it got to the point where I had the shakes and I couldn't breathe properly so my mum told me to hold on and that she would be down soon. In the two hours it took for her to get here I had finished one of the tasks I had to do and was feeling a little better but for the most part I am still feeling pretty overwhelmed.
I have to do a class presentation on a topic I wrote my report on and I am not looking forward to it - as a person who suffers from anxiety, speaking in class on a topic I am supposed to know a bit about from a report is not the nicest thought. Fingers crossed nobody asks any questions at the end that I don't know the answers to!
Top : Target
Singlet : Cotton On
Jacket : City Chic
Jeans : City Chic
I hope you all had a wonderful day!
Happy Blogging my Lovelies xo
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