So, I had a bit of a rocky day yesterday so I decided not to post last night and instead had a super long shower and went to bed to sleep it off!
24th July, 2014
Today I had ESL creche from 10am to midday. It all went pretty smoothly until the last 20 minutes where within a thirty second time-frame a girl fell on her face and had a nosebleed, a little boy jammed his fingers in a door while another girl peed on the carpet. Seriously!? It had been going so smoothly up until this point. By the time I left I was so exhausted!
I went home and just hung around and relaxed in the afternoon. Then my mum dropped in and while she was here the lady I lived with said that I would need to move out in December because she has family coming to stay for two months. Like the anxiety ridden person that I am of course I burst into tears. Apparently while I was gone she clarified to my mum that I only needed to so for the two months and could store my stuff here and what not which seems a little better but the way she said it initially sounded like they wanted me gone and to not come back, hence the panicked cry.
She always says things and then it never happens so I am trying my hardest to keep it out of my mind because I love living here.
Which means I am also back to walking on eggshells because I feel super awkward that I cried.. But when I returned she seemed to have softened a bit, and no mention of it was made. The lady I live with had been a little off for the last couple of weeks so I am wondering if its more of a problem that she is having (coughmenopausecough) or if something else is going on for her to act so coldly.
Also, her kids didn't understand and thought she was being mean and wanted to comfort me but by that point I had left to wait out the front of the house for mum, not go up to my room like the kids thought.
I know by this point that this post is a jumbled mess, like my thoughts.
Top : Kmart
Singlet : Cotton On
Jacket : City Chic
Leggings : Big W
Good thing I was already wearing comfort clothes I guess.
I hope your day was a little less stressful and tear-filled as mine!
26th July, 2014
Today I just slept in, hung around at home for the morning, showered and washed my hair and then went to the shops for something to do. Then just came home for the evening, ducked out for some takeaway for dinner and here I am.
So exciting.
I was going to clean my room. I literally hung 3 jackets and was done with it, I guess you know what I will be doing tomorrow.
Top : Target
Singlet : Cotton On
Jacket : Big W
Leggings : Kmart
Shoes : Big W
Anyway, thats it from me. I am not as emotionally messed up as I was yesterday but I am calling today a mental health day! I needed to soothe myself as Rae Earl would say!
Anyway, I hope you all had a wonderful day!
Happy Blogging my Lovelies xo
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